I just want to BE.

i love moments where everything is just... silent.
but in that silence the universe speaks.

i want serenity and simplicity
and in that, to discover intricacies i would have otherwise never noticed..

i want to learn calligraphy
i want to put stamps on letters to my loved ones
i want to sew dresses
i want to finish a book
i want to sit in a garden that i planted and nurtured
i want to learn how to play the cello
i want to lie in the grass at night, when everything just breathes..

i want to write.. and not feel pressured for time.
i want to sleep and not wake up from an alarm
i want to wake up and not remember things i have to finish

i don't want to worry.. about school or love or being someone or becoming someone
i just want to BE.
i just want to BE.