Gray

There's gray spots in life.
Though this summer has been nothing less than exciting, and definitely a roller coaster, I still feel like it's so empty. Not empty as in dark and depressing, however I do feel as if it lacks meaning. In fact this whole year has been exactly that, hollow and colorless. I'm so confused as to why though.. I've become closer with my peers, created relationships that I hope never break (and I have mentioned such relationships in previous posts) nevertheless, I've accomplished nothing. I've made no leaps in becoming anything or anyone that I want to be. I keep telling myself that this is building my patience, a virtue I have yet accept, or possibly that I'm to be taught to see importance in the seemingly insignificant portions of my life, which I've obviously made no progress in due to the fact that I am a very "glass-half-empty" sort of girl.

Hopefully my frustrations will subside.
Ha. Hopefully. That word is overused.