Insomnia

I can't sleep. I found something not meant for me to see today.
I'm kind of a broken person. I say this like a fact, because that's what it is, not because I'm feeling sorry for myself and wallowing in self pity. It's been a lot of ups and downs and disappointments for the passed two years and I want to be whole again.

In august I'll be going to Arkansas, for family and childhood friends. I want to isolate myself from parts of my life here. I always thought things were messed up in Arkansas, but to be honest, it is my home still. I want to go back home, away from the unnecessary dramas here. I'm exhausted and somewhat empty of emotions.

Michelle, I'm excited for the beach tomorrow. Being with friends has been a much needed escape lately..