16

During the school year i spent so much of my time worrying about being alone. I think i over did it.. this summer has taught me how not alone i am. how i'm always loved whether i like it or not. and surprisingly it took a bunch of girls to teach me that. (not lesbian). but i've gotta say.. Adelynne, Pauline, Kimmie, Michelle, Natasha. thanks. I owe you girls a lot.

mmk. subjecto numero dos. My birthday is in two days. Finally 16. and time to recap on the past year being 15.

Recovery Year.
recovering from major depression, break up, religious flourishing, recent metamorphosis
deeper understanding of the people around me.
making acquaintances into close friends.
realizing everything i can be, want to be, and how to achieve being those things for the future.
new strategies that aren't as outwardly appealing, but narrow down and make searching more specific.

However, this has been a somewhat uninteresting year compared to the past three years. Maybe I'm crossing into a new phase of my life. Or maybe I've already crossed and I missed the sign. I guess it's because in previous years it's been all about growth and change, which i suppose is completely natural..and this year's just been about becoming comfortable with that.

I hope that whatever 16 brings, i'm ready for it.